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maskormenace2016-10-01 11:17 am
dualismum) wrote in maskormenace2016-10-01 11:17 am
Entry tags:
- !mirror,
- † count dooku | darth tyranus,
- † damen | n/a,
- † hazel lockwood | n/a,
- † jack | n/a,
- † josuke higashikata | crazy diamond,
- † kaneda shotaro | n/a,
- † ken kaneki | one eyed king,
- † kidou yuuto | playmaker,
- † komasan | the youkai king,
- † miles vorkosigan | admiral naismith,
- † pablo arjona | n/a,
- † saitama | caped baldy,
- † sasha blouse | n/a,
- † satya wallace | n/a,
- † tetsuo shima | n/a,
- † van fanel | n/a
[ Text ] !Mirrornet
[ Posted to the Mirror net. After talking to a couple of people about his situation, some of them did point out Sasaki was being kept under government’s thumb. others have pointed that out before, but they never made it sound like it was a bad situation. Only recently. Everyone is so paranoid )= ]
This isn’t new and in case you didn’t know: I am biologically a ghoul and that means I can only consume humans. If you have questions, I can answer but that’s not why I’m writing this.
It’s not that difficult for a ghoul to find food, and I’m not talking about hurting people; I would never do that. You have morgues, cemeteries, suicides and humans killing each other. However, it's illegal; you cannot steal bodies, you can’t temper with murder scenes, and people wish to bury their loved ones.
The government knows my dietary needs and that's why I can’t just tell them I’ll handle my own diet - because that’s the same as telling them I’ll do something wrong. They told me if I was registered, I can have access to bodies donated to science; if I’m not registered, I don’t and thus I’d go back to the first part of the issue: they’d know I don’t have access to their food, they’d know I would have to get it somewhere else, and they’d know whatever I would do in order to get it would be considered wrong and illegal.
I’m registered because I need to eat. This is the sole reason why Kaneki was registered, and he hated it because he felt like he was pledging alliance to a government only just so he wouldn’t starve. Myself, I’m used to this because it’s the same sort of agreement I have in my world: I’m allowed to live and eat and be treated as a human, as long as I work for the CCG and obey their orders.
It’s true the government here could force me to obey them if they wanted, and I would do it. And some of you find that awful, I know. But let’s be honest, what other choice is there? What would you do in this situation? Still , the government hasn’t given anyone orders, and honestly – perks aside – I still don’t see the big difference between registered and unsettled.
So I do wonder, what’s the difference? What makes you decide you prefer to be unsettled and not registered? Or the other way around (besides the benefits). What's bad about one and another, or good?
This isn’t new and in case you didn’t know: I am biologically a ghoul and that means I can only consume humans. If you have questions, I can answer but that’s not why I’m writing this.
It’s not that difficult for a ghoul to find food, and I’m not talking about hurting people; I would never do that. You have morgues, cemeteries, suicides and humans killing each other. However, it's illegal; you cannot steal bodies, you can’t temper with murder scenes, and people wish to bury their loved ones.
The government knows my dietary needs and that's why I can’t just tell them I’ll handle my own diet - because that’s the same as telling them I’ll do something wrong. They told me if I was registered, I can have access to bodies donated to science; if I’m not registered, I don’t and thus I’d go back to the first part of the issue: they’d know I don’t have access to their food, they’d know I would have to get it somewhere else, and they’d know whatever I would do in order to get it would be considered wrong and illegal.
I’m registered because I need to eat. This is the sole reason why Kaneki was registered, and he hated it because he felt like he was pledging alliance to a government only just so he wouldn’t starve. Myself, I’m used to this because it’s the same sort of agreement I have in my world: I’m allowed to live and eat and be treated as a human, as long as I work for the CCG and obey their orders.
It’s true the government here could force me to obey them if they wanted, and I would do it. And some of you find that awful, I know. But let’s be honest, what other choice is there? What would you do in this situation? Still , the government hasn’t given anyone orders, and honestly – perks aside – I still don’t see the big difference between registered and unsettled.
So I do wonder, what’s the difference? What makes you decide you prefer to be unsettled and not registered? Or the other way around (besides the benefits). What's bad about one and another, or good?
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my friend from home was here for a bit and he told me what he saw
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was he sure?
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but connie comes from some time after
since reiner is a titan that means he can regenerate and heal quickly if we dont do it correctly
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Thank you, Sasha, for telling me about this. Really.
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i wanted you to know because you were friends
i dont think reiner and i are really friends anymore so that means my friends and i will have to fight him again
[ If she's even still alive. Connie had been a little weird about her condition. ]
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Back then, when Reiner was here, I think I saw him as more than a friend.
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[ There's a high chance he'll be killed, she imagines. ]
more?
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Yes. Back then, I like him and I was attracted to him. [ it's a bit embarrassing to admit, but it has been at least 4-6 years from Sasaki's point ]
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he was a good strong leader you know? very kind and helpful then
[ And it was all some kind of act. She feels hurt thinking about. ]
you had feelings for him?
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He was always kind to me. And back then I was 19 and was adjusting to a life I didn't ask for as a ghoul, in a whole new world. Reiner was always understanding and gentle, didn't demean me for being weak and in a way we had some similarities. [ both cannibals, basically.
Kaneki was so starved for affection back then and Reiner gave it to him; he couldn't help but to feel for him. ]
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we were supposed to be enemies
when the hornets made our friends attack us and i went to stop annie reiner could have killed me then hes more stronger than me
but he didnt
[ To this day she's never understood the kindness and mercy he's shown her or her friends. Reiner graduated top of their class, has the power of the Armored Titan, yet... ]
i understand though
when you care about someone people dont understand themselves
i think
as long as it makes sense to you and you know what youre feeling it is okay
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I'm probably overstepping, but sometimes when I talked to him, I think he was sad over the things he had to do.
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maybe youre right
were all sad about the things we will have to do
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Sometimes the things we have to do hurt us a lot.
I'm sorry your world is like that, Sasha.
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i hope the government here never forces you to do what they want
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